Today i wanted answers. I rang my doc to ask some questions. She wouldn't talk to me. i had to make an appointment for wed. I also wanted to go and see my GP for a general surgical follow up and a referral to a counsellor. She is on holidays.
my fertility doc was on hols for this whole disaster and now my GP too. Feeling a tad abandoned by the medical profession st the moment. I don't want to have to go see a new GP and spill my whole sad medical history at them. But i need to function this time. its not fair to Munchkin to have a mummy that doesn't want to leave the house and cries all the time. Its not fair to my husband who has pulled me through 2 miscarriages whilst grieving himself. and its not fair to me to have to feel this way again. The days got dark enough last time. if i cant get help i hate to think what this journey has for me this time...
I really need some sleep.
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I am sorry for your loss all I can offer is a hug and empathy.
ReplyDeleteI hope this suggestion helps. My girlfriend had 3 miscarriages right after each other. She did all the genetic tests and her little ones were genetically healthy. They found out through a genetic counselor that she had a blood clotting issue. They started her on blood thinners before her 6th and final IVF and she got pregnant with twins. They are now healthy 4 year olds.