We have had 3 1/2 scary Croup filled nights. but she appears to be on the mend today.
I hope she doesn't get it again Sleeping on the little sofa in Munchkin's room doesn't give me a good nights sleep. Thanks for your prayers.

Munchkin is sick

Last night was a night from Hell, Munchkin had had a runny nose all day but seemed fine. in the evening she developed a dry cough but i wasn't worried. after an hour of Munchkin being in bed asleep I started to hear very noisy breathing sounds from the baby monitor. My little girl was struggling to breathe. I was scared out of my whits. Half of me wanted to rush her to the doctor but i knew if i woke her she would panic too and get worse so i listened to her noisy breathing all night and took her to the doctor this morning. She has Croup. so now I have antibiotics and steroids to force down her throat. she has never been good with medicine.
I thought Croup was an old fashioned childhood illness that wasn't around any more but apparently not. please pray with me that she gets better quickly listening to your little girl struggle for air is terrible.

Mondays And Thursdays are fast becoming my most dreaded days of the week. They used to be my favourite days, a chance to catch up with friends while kiddies played. but now all the talk is centered around pregnancy and due dates. it is wearing me thin. and most of them know I've recently miscarried. But its not really that recent anymore, the world is moving and I want to move with it.

I really wish I was still pregnant today.
Munchkin and I went to playgroup this am, and a friend announced she was 15 weeks pregnant. I really want to be happy for her but I am soooo jealous. and another friend whom I knew was doing IVF for her second announced last Thurs that she is pregnant as well.
Why o Why couldn't i keep my baby :( . Everyone down here is either about to drop a kid or falling pregnant. It makes me feel terrible. I can't meet up with a friend without the conversation turning to due dates and scans. Even the friends who knew I'd lost a baby are so caught up in how blissfully happy they are, to notice how terrible I'm feeling. Who wants to remember that a friend miscarried when you're pregnant? I pray that i'll stop feeling this way soon.