I really wish I was still pregnant today.
Munchkin and I went to playgroup this am, and a friend announced she was 15 weeks pregnant. I really want to be happy for her but I am soooo jealous. and another friend whom I knew was doing IVF for her second announced last Thurs that she is pregnant as well.
Why o Why couldn't i keep my baby :( . Everyone down here is either about to drop a kid or falling pregnant. It makes me feel terrible. I can't meet up with a friend without the conversation turning to due dates and scans. Even the friends who knew I'd lost a baby are so caught up in how blissfully happy they are, to notice how terrible I'm feeling. Who wants to remember that a friend miscarried when you're pregnant? I pray that i'll stop feeling this way soon.






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